January 4, 2021 – Los Angeles: Alan King, of Maryland and his video poem “The Land of Innocence,” is the latest Artists For A Better World International “Poetry of the Month” selection.
Alan King is an author, poet, journalist and videographer, who lives with his family in Bowie, MD. He writes about art and domestic issues on his website (link further below).
He’s a communications specialist for a national nonprofit and a senior editor at Words Beats & Life’s global hip hop journal.
The Land of Innocence
for Jade Rose and George Floyd
A YouTube clip shows a protest
ignited after police killed George Floyd—
torched SUVs, overturned cop cars,
armored officers retreating—
all of that sinks my wife
into a deeper postpartum,
having made it through
our personal crisis.
We watch the python of despair
coil itself around America, blowing out
glass storefronts and colliding angry bodies
as the tension constricts and crushes.
We’re miles from the mayhem,
but a different kind of danger finds us
in the maternity ward—
a decreasing heartbeat, frenzied nurses
rushing my wife to the OR, surgeons scrambling
to save our daughter.
Watching the news, I’m reminded of slogans
on chaos as necessity: “real discoveries come
from chaos,” “chaos is beautiful
and full of fertility.”
But when it’s a violent pattern
of reactions, what’s the real discovery,
where’s the beauty in things shattered and tagged
if the same pattern of injustice
ripples our lives?
Maybe “chaos” isn’t the right word.
Let’s try, instead, “challenge.”
And since it means refuting the truth
or validity of, isn’t a protest a public dispute
of someone else’s truth
like the one about the fear of dark bodies,
how it justifies them being mangled
or discredited in news cycles?
Wouldn’t the beauty then
be new laws that get us closer
to becoming the people
the constitution claims it protects?
Let me begin again.
When my wife told me several months ago
she was pregnant, we knew the challenge
of this birth could take her life
just as the challenge in the hospital
threatened our daughter’s.
And isn’t it an act of faith to go blindfolded
into the future and be delighted
by the light there?
Now, we’re lit by a dancing star named Jade,
short for Jadesola, which in Yoruba
means “come into wealth.”
She’s Jade like the green stone
said to emit wisdom and clarity.
I’m feeding her while watching
the YouTube video.
Someone onscreen yells,
“We’re better than this,”
and she squeals—mouth dripping
with her mother’s milk, smiling
while dreaming her baby dreams—
that land of innocence, where it all starts
before we lose our way back
rationalizing our destruction.
by Alan King of Maryland.
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